Please Don’t Leave Me
Please my precious Angel Cody, don’t you leave me too;
As I’m still crying for your Brother, and I need the love of you!
You’ve been limping rather badly, from that lump on your front leg;
Your Doctor says it’s just some fatty tissue, her be right, the stars I beg!
I’ve been writing so much about our Nico, because I’ve been devastated with his loss;
But I love you just as dearly, and at night I turn and toss!
I worry you’re getting older, the same years that your Brother had;
When he left and went to Heaven, which left your Daddy very sad!
But you have been my true salvation, to hold and dearly kiss;
I know many tears that I’ve been crying, are because, like him, you I’ll truly miss!
I try to think only good thoughts, that you’ll live for more sweet years;
But I thought the same about our Nico, and have shed a million tears!
Please help me not to worry, and show me you’ll live long;
Please run and chase your “eggies”, and prove to me you’re strong!
Please don’t leave me yet my Angel, please promise me you’ll stay;
Please give me more years for preparation, before you go away!
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Hi Larry Aww I can understand your fears with Cody
after losing Nico i think of these things too with my own
dogs, but i try to just enjoy the time i have with them as best i can
lovely heartfelt write my friend love n hugs Debs xox
Hi Dear Debs,
It is so wonderful to connect with loving souls such as yours, that understand the depths of love that we share for our beautiful little doggies. Thank you for always making me feel good.
Hugs, Peace and Love,
xox Larry
My Larry, this is lovely, but sad and also understandable too. As you know very well, I feel your pain and so does Cody and Linda. Cody misses his brother too you know! You have to try from now on to find the strength in yourself to be positive and just enjoy every second of what you have with Cody in the present time. It is the present that matters and that is so important, not the past. Stop thinking of what might be! I know that`s hard to do, but you have to, for your own sanity. Think of what can be! Life is too short to waste on negative thinking sweetie and I know that my Andrew would tell you the same thing as I`m doing, and I know that you know this too! Nico doesn`t want to see you making yourself unhappy with constantly thinking about the time when you will not have Cody around anymore and neither does Cody!! You must focus on the wonderful life that you all have with each other and just enjoy it sweetie. That is what Nico would say to you if you could hear him. Cody is sensing all that negativity and sadness from you and it will be making him very sad and possibly frightened because he won`t be able to understand what is making his daddy so unhappy. Cody wakes up each new day with the excitement of a puppy when you greet him each morning, and that`s because he loves his daddy so much and looks forward to every minute that he gets to spend with you. He works very hard at trying to make you happy and he doesn`t understand why his hard work is failing. For his sake alone you must push yourself harder to be stronger. Just be grateful for the life that you both share in the present, don`t dwell on what might happen in the future, just live and be happy for today and let the tomorrows come as they may. We all have to die at some point, but if we constantly thought about death we wouldn`t progress in this life. I know it`s hard to dig yourself out of the pit of grief but for Cody`s sake you have to do it.
I love you deeply and I hurt when you hurt!
G xx
Hi Dear G,
Most of my deep sadness I experience in the middle of the night, for I generally am up from midnight till who knows when. Cody is sleeping most of the time except for a brief trip outside to go potty. I try never to shed tears in front of him and oft times feign happiness in his behalf. You are absolutely right that I should not be dwelling in the past, and have it be a reflection of the future. There have been several times when I thought that my heart had healed, only to slip back into the depths of depression. There are images and memories in my mind, that plague me every day, and can set me off in an instant. There are songs that I call "the music of Nico", that can quickly bring tears to my eyes. These are tunes that he and I listened to from the time he was a little puppy. You see, for many years now, I have taken close to an hour, in the early morning, to meditate. He and Cody would always be laying by my side during these periods of introspection. I cannot eschew these sounds because they are the history of Nico and Cody. So, I do appreciate your concern and understand your wise council. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I'm just not there yet.
All my love,
xox Larry