Please dont tell me , i'm going to live a life full of regret

25/10/2020
Please don’t tell me,
 i'm going to live a life of regret

Am i making a prick of myself,
By chasing my dream since 19?
Right before my eyes,
I see my dream happening,
Or I thought i was,
As I’m now not so sure,
If For her,
I am right.
I hope i'm wrong,
 but respect her every decision,
This neigh on perfect woman makes.
I can't help but think like this,
As she's way out of my league.
I just thought she was taking the piss,
When she first said she was attracted to me.
I can’t help but hold onto our 1st kiss,
Or the fact i fancy the hell out of she.
When without her,
Her company i miss.
Fate is inexorable.
So what will be,
 Will be.
All I want is for us to be happy,
Eternally.

I just want to know if I’m playing the fool.
Whether her feelings are the same,
Or she'd rather we cooled?
I hate to bring him up in name.
But is it my joker card,
Back at playing his give and take game,
I really hope not,
As I really like this dame.
Please don’t play your cruel hand,
I don’t think I could go through any kind of heartbreak,
You make,
Ever again.
I’m trying to send,
Only good vibes to the tree of life.
Where our fates are planted in the earth beneath.
Within the trees roots,
Are where our fates get entwined.
Her fate,
After 16 long years,
Has been entwined with mine.
Feelings,
 that all of a sudden,
 are confusing both our minds.
We are recovering,
Recollecting,
Remembering our 16 year old bind.
The shocker for her,
Was she thought i was dead,
Yet here I am,
Still alive she finds.
She’s so confused, 
How can I quell her mind,
As I’m going to be here,
 till the ends of time!
XxxX