Please See Me

Please look at me I'm right here,
I scream but no one seems to hear.
I'm standing right in front of you,
crying, begging, please don't you have a clue?
I'm not those rumors that you hear
Nor am I the past that I bare.
Please just look at me!
I want someone to see!
The one that I truly am.
I'm not a ghost I am real,
I have emotions that I feel.
So please just look at me!
I'm begging for someone to see!
Please, anyone, look at me! 
No, stop looking at my past mistakes,
Stop it please for me they do not make.
Oh, God the rumors that they spread,
with forked tounges and evil heads.
They are not true please they are not me,
again I ask you why can't you see?
Are you really so blind to reality 
that you don't hear my loud plea?
You know what I'm truly done,
trying to get you to see me as a person,
maybe I'll just become what you see,
I'll become the monster and stop my plea.
I'll remove my heart and be cold,
be heartless, not able to be controlled.
Don't you dare cry and say it's unfair,
you missed the chance it while it was there.
Don't ask me why I became this way.
for you made the monster I am today.