Poisoned Cold

Poisoned Cold… 
an interesting concept 
how does one get poisoned 
poisoned so badly 
they become cold? 
emotions feel like fire roasting me alive 
i’m so cold 
no emotions to understand 
does it make sense 
do
you 
get 
it? 
i’m so cold 
only one person sees me makes the heat fight 
why do others make it harder 
i don’t understand their rules 
their regulations 
what do they want from me 
what does everyone fucking want? 
do 
you 
get 
it? 
i’m so cold 
i’m shaking fighting so hard barely ready to stand
i’m dropped 
there’s no wall holding me up? 
where’d the wall go? 
why did i take out a brick? 
i’m so fucking cold 
i’m poison 
emotions made a bright light the cold snuffed 
who do you trust if not you? 
do 
you 
get 
it? 
i’m poisoned cold by my own thoughts
my own emotions 
it’s all my fault. 
i’m so cold 
i’m poison