Pre Rolled Thoughts

I’m a way worse person by myself. When I’m away from my family, I only care about myself. When I’m at home, I put them before myself. I’m a way better person, when they come first.

Why can’t I put them before me when I’m by myself? I can but I don’t feel them, when they are by themselves. I’m the best form of myself, when I’m at home with the ones, I cannot accept deserve for me to not be the best form of myself. 

The ones that mean the most and help hide this beautiful mess. I’m a wreck without them by my side. The only two that relay the insecurities that ask me to hide. I love my peeps all by myself but they love me back without needing help.