Projected Future

Chemically unbalanced, flawed genetic code, software analysis results translates to, bad history that has lasted to long. 

Clouded by the past, the future never shines, captive to generational fault, anger maintains the pain and fuels forevermore.

Chance leads hope as morale lays low, rapid relapses come and go, change isn’t always inevitable, patience wears thin, as the little growth progresses slow.

I want to know…

What sources led to this life,
what choices led to this path, 
what powers exist to overcome,
what decisions will reverse the math,
what values and morals must I have,
what love can accept my past? 

I want to know…

Chance leads hope as morale lays low, rapid relapses come and go, change isn’t always inevitable, patience wears thin, as the little growth progresses slow.

Clouded by the past, the future never shines, captive to generational fault, anger maintains the pain and fuels forevermore.

Chemically unbalanced, flawed genetic code, software analysis results translates to, bad history that has lasted to long. 
 

I’m fed up, I’m let down, I’ll move ahead, against all odds, the past cannot have me back! 

It’s now time to forget who I was, it’s now time to become, who I am, not who it is they want!