"Proud of Me"

"After all of this using,
is now said and done,
I realize I've just been filling the hole,
in my chest,
where my love for You, oh God, should rest,
I was wrapped around the devil's finger,
transfixed on my sins,
but with these eyes finally seeing what's real,
I have a real chance at starting to heal,
and deal with life on it's own terms,
I be proud in this recovery,
on this I'll stand firm!"