PS. I love you

I could never say what I feel
So many times I have tried
cause I don't know how you will react 
so I just let my feeling hide

I was afraid to let you know 
Too afraid to take the chance
A coward to let my love show
So I run away from any romance

So I became a lonely man
Give up on love without a fight
Although you would live on my mind
Every single day and night

How I want to hold you close
And feel your heart as it beats 
And tell you how much I love you
and taste your kisses so sweet

there's that magic in your eyes 
And I love the way you wear your hair
I love you with all my heart
And you’re not even aware

I love you so much right now 
more than all the stars in the sky
and I will always be in love with you 
While trying to keep this truth a lie

I will always keep it well hidden
it will be my deepest kept secret
and I could never ever 
let you know anything about it

I am afraid of spoiling our friendship
So I don’t let my emotions show
Because if you ever stop talking to me
I don’t think that I can live anymore

I like when I say your name
The way that you would smile
Just about everything that you do
Always seems to worth my while

But I have made up my mind
Not to reveal my feelings for you
I will love you from a distance
Because there is nothing else I can do

So my beautiful magical girl 
You will not know the way I feel
But I will lock you in my heart
And forever the exit will be seal

god shows me my dreams
my dreams that can never come true
but I will still love you with all my heart
as long as the sky are blue

But if ever the time comes
And I just completely disappear
Please don’t think that I ever forget you 
Just know that I’m buried somewhere

For I shall never ever make you cry
your smile is the reason I live
And the only way I will ever leave you
Is when god take back the life he give

I look forward to your text every day
And be amazed by all that you do
and how I wish to tell you one day
sweet beautiful princess, p.s. I love you