A question to "me"

searching ME in myself..

where i left all the excitements?

where i left all the joys?

where i left to search the next reason to be happy?

Don't know whether life has became  such serious ,

OR

I have started taking it more seriously?

OR

the circumstances compelled me to do so..?

May be have ame across the real meaning of world

OR

going on some fake considerations...

Searching that what actully made such a rastic changes 

in LIFE

in ME....

Is that the conditions;

OR

I am taking life  in a differnet way??

whatsoever it is..

all I can say that it doesn't remain such simple as it was before..

Trying to search the answers of some unanswered questions..

also of some unasked questions.

but hopeless to find it till the end.

besides of all these...

will never give up..

will do wait till the apposite and proper time

OR

till the end to know the answers of some unasked questions.

The excting part is that questions are asked to me by myself only

So have to struggle double times for the satisfactory answers..

Happiness in my sight is nothing but a word "SATISFACTION"

SO trying to make every moment favorable

and to overcome the situations for self satisfaction.

Somewher i am LOST...

but now want to get RID OF..

want to SCAPE OUT FROM..

want to CREATE NEW STRATEGIES ,...

To make life better..