Quiet and Hurt Inside

You act like everything's okay when I
see you in the square,

You act like everything's okay as if
you don't even care.

You look my way and smile, as if I
forgot,

You look my way and smile, as if I
never fought.

I try to forget your face every night
before bed,

I try to forget your face just like you
said.

The memories haunt me every single day,

The memories haunt me in every single
way.

Years have come and gone yet it seems
like a week,

Years have come and gone and still I am
meek.

I wonder if you think about the things
you've done,

I wonder if you think about the times
you think you won.

Have you realized yet that I cant stand
the thought of you?

Have you realized yet that I said no
until my face was blue?

I hope I was the only one you took
advantage of,

I hope I was the only one you said to
it was love.

How many other women have you abused
like this?

How many other women have you tried to
kiss?

Do you even have remorse for your evil
crime?

Do you even have remorse for the rape
this time?

I kept our secret for way to long,

You should know by now that rape is
wrong.