Rape

I was small and innocent it was clearly my fault..my fault that you had to open your SICK and twisted vault.
you were supposed to love me and guide me away from dirty boys but you uncle,you were the one I was never warned about.
i was small and innocent it was clearly my fault...My best friend and I were playing hide and seek and I asked to hide and your room but I got this uneasy feeling in my stomach and when I tried to leave.. you wouldn't let me..A man who I barely knew but knew all too well he made me swear not to tell.
My first time was embarrassing I ended up drunk on a couch making out with a grown man though no this wasn't rape I gave full consent I blame those who touched me because of them I think this is what I deserve.. I'm not telling you this for pity hold your children close even family can be their worst enemy.