Raw Feelings

I'm not against you, I'm not against myself...it seems I'm just another product on the shelf...unwanted, undesired, no use to anyone...It's not your fault, it's not my fault either...it's the result of fake-love, created at the hands of the people that needed the help the most...forgiven they will be but until then I'll keep forgiving...forgetting never resolved anything but rather delayed the future growth...so I'll keep reliving every decision, every scar, every memory good or bad...until I can look back and not feel sorrow, until I can move on guilt-free...that's what I desire, no more fuel on the fire, I rather die free and frozen then stay warm to pretend-comfort, discomfort will cause beauty from pain...UnCoMfOrTaBlE I'll remain...FOR NOW!...better tomorrow's motivate the hate to go away, better change motivates a soul getting better...forever I'll strain my brain, heart and soul if it means I could become someone different!...I REFUSE TO REMAIN BITTER!!!...