Wasted Time

Pain is your companion, familiar with death, one by one they all have left, you remain by yourself, firmly holding onto the remaining few, the pain consumes your time, time they deserve, your loss controls what you have, you’re bitter and pessimistic, slowly but surely you are hanging yourself, the rope tightens, as the anger frightens the comfort you desire, the fire within, hasn’t been lit, since the last breath your role model and lover left, regret clouds your existence, words unspoken, love prematurely taken, guilt accepted, yourself hated, life contemplated, please just get help!