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To the degree of mastery
no college
forget the
masters degree
A bachelor amongst
associates
life is just time
How do you spend it
who gives a shit
what you got
Please tell me how
YOU FEEL
is it all a dream ?
is it relevant you care ?
Or are you afraid
living week to week
a never ending
NIGHTMARE
Yeah I have my faults
my insecurities are real
But I vent those out
on here so they can’t be near
MY TIME
I spend it well
I live life to the fullest
I rise up slowly but surely
with my friends and loved ones
on my back
RELIABLE
I rather be eye level
with my peers
than looked up on
I hate looking down
on someone
REGARDLESS
Last week was Pennsylvania
this week Michigan
Next week 8 days off
before going to Ohio
I love my job
because I get to
TRAVEL
I love my job
because I get to
take multiple weeks off
Money can’t buy happiness
but it’s a good down-payment
TRUTHFULLY
I got the job, I got a car, I got a camper, I got a truck, I got a couple tractors, I owe nothing to no one, so someone please tell me why I can’t be happy?
I don’t have bills I have titles, I don’t live check to check but rather wreckless, life of the party, I’m the hostess, I create environments second to none, my main focus to create
a good time
I may not spend it wisely
but I spend it good
bonfires, cookouts, parties
If the mood is good
then better believe
it was on purpose
Mr know it all
they call me
not because I’m arrogant
but rather they know
every variable
that could go wrong
I thought about
amongst my plans
1-2-3 and A-B-C
i got a solution
for problems
that may never
SURFACE
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Wow Rob, the angst in this. I admire your honesty I really do but look around you Rob...how many are truly happy? Is there any such thing? I don't think so...most of us spend a lot of time trying to surpress the worries and fears. Trying to hide what's underneath. Though for what it's worth I'll tell you what I've discovered happiness is...it is fleeting, temporary...it is those moments when you are truly in the moment, with nature, with a loved one, stroking a pet or being with a child...it is the very fleeting, simple temporary moments, that's it...that's all we got. Great write x
I agree with Marion on how it is always great how open you are. We can yes attempt to be prepared, but there will in time always be something that catches us off guard. No matter what we do. Happiness in the mindset of most. Is an impossible mountain to summit. Because life will always have dips and falls. It’s learning to accept there will be harder moments and to embrace them as fearlessly as we can. To try and stay in charge even when the world feels like it’s falling apart. See your fab writing makes us all think and spill my friend. Great stuff :) x