Never thought ill be looking

if I told you that a hundred doors I knock for you"
. and then I walked into
every store hoping to find you.  if you knew that Fifty handwritten letters a day'
I sent to unknown addresses wishing for one to get to you. And on my free time,
i grab the phone book”
and set it on my lap"
and every time I do that"
I feel so'  sad.
but' not as bad as"
going through the pages "
and in each one
of the pages" 
can help but see" 
each one of your faces,
when I'm through talking'
to a hundred strangers,
I cry"
and I don't even try".
Not once has the word bye' said hi'
to my loving mind."
then I roll " of my chair,
and say
a hundred Minute prayer”
and in the morning'
before i go knock”
I just get the envelopes
ready for later.”