Right hand you should know.

Useless, uninformed telling me that to do when communicating with you is rubbing. 
Leaves messages to call back and threats.... or else. 

Why can't that right hand know what the left is up to. 

Insensitive on a grieving matter, how rude. 

Reminders I have a permanent scar you know it's there, and still mismanagement. 
Doctor, nurse you haven't even met me, or know Jack shit about me.
Yet demand I make the call for a stranger to draw blood from me or no birth control . Controlling much. 
Irritated abandonment of the unthinking mistakes they made in this case. 
Unlucky one may believe or are they just plain stupid. 

Saying and doing what they think fits protocol.
There right hand ignored the lefts feelings and weary emotional state, with a I know best attitude.
Pompous fools you know only what books say, enough for a degree.
But any idiot knows to look up history don't they. 

Not to remind you several times you have suffered a loss. 

Right hand what a joke, no consistency of care for left hand. 
It's supposed to be a partnership, patient doctor, no trust if you don't know how old I am.
What I'm allergic to. 

How sensitive I am to all of the above, wasn't I supposed to be loved.
So called best care, right hand only wants to fuck left hand over. 

Pillar to post how difficult this really is, no one really understands but me. 

Told you so not appreciated from a medical person rub your hands no where near me. 
To honor my partner I first have to honor myself. 

My principles, my moral code I set myself. 
I obey that even when tested. 
Most of the time. 

Right hand is used when referring to the law, what a joke what  left hands do. 
Gloved up. 
There is no surrender, leave my essence be. 
Stop bothering me with what I experienced in real life. 

Fair I demanded fair. 

Right hand weren't you listening as left hand did evil deeds.