R.I.P.

You’re dead
You’re gone
And I was so wrong
To think that you would’ve been here that long
And now I can’t even say what I want
And now your face will definitely haunt
My mind, my soul
I’ll never be whole
And all these thoughts I cannot control
You’ll always be there
You’ll never leave
And all the things that I have to weave
Together in order to keep myself sane
I’ll never be free from all of this pain
That I did to me and only me
I can’t believe that I couldn’t see
How much you cared
How much you were there
And the thought of you gone just makes me scared
I’m sorry you’re gone
You know I’m not strong
But I guess I’ll just have to go on
And pretend like I don’t even care
But all I can do right now is stare
At pictures of you that I didn’t take
Because I was too busy being too fake
You cared and didn’t
And I can’t stand
The fact that there isn’t
Anything planned
Between us, you can’t see
What this did to me
You really didn’t have to leave
And now I’m here stuck in all of this
And it’s you that I will dearly miss.

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Comments
This was way before your time, Izi, but there was once a Big Hair Band in the eighties who called themselves Cinderella.
They wrote a song that was very popular at that time titled, "You Don't Know What you got 'til it's Gone."
I believe that although the song was written over 30+ years ago, the lyrics are still pertinent today.
When you love someone—really love someone—you can't be afraid or too proud to let them know.
If you are, it won't be long until they go elsewhere.
But, you already know that, don't you?
~Dean Kuch ♥♫♪? ?♪♫♥