Mother

You really think that you helped me?
Please, you can’t even see
The things that you’ve done
You never were fun
And good memories?
I have none
I hope you die alone
Because your past is known
With all the men
I don’t know when
You’ll ever stick up to your own
I just simply cannot
Stand the fucking thought
Of being around you
But you’re like glue
Still, you left me here to rot
You left me all alone
In a place that was meant to be home
You told me to stay
And kept me locked away
So you could go out on your “own”
But the guys that you brought to the house
Being quiet as a mouse
Thinking I didn’t know
Thinking I was so low
When I was sleeping on the couch
You thought I wouldn’t catch on
You thought that you had won
But now that I’m older
It came crashing like a boulder
And now I know, I’m done
With you and all your shit
You made me wanna quit
Debating suicide
Laying down just to cry
Because of you my wrists I slit
I believed you for so long
I know now I was wrong
To give in to your lies
Look into my eyes
And tell me that you’re strong
Because I know damn well you’re not
And now you have been caught
In the web of you deceit
You must accept defeat
Because I no longer will be shot
Down by all your misery
That you put all into me
I’m done with all of you
And you have no clue
Of how this will make me free.