R.I.P.

your eyes were so disconnected, you held all your dreams in death and I'll never know why in the hell you left. 
Your torment lurks underneath my bed at night, your suicide now never leaves my head.
I tried to hold you tight but you put up such a fight, you insisted on good night. 
When you left me behind you took part of my soul now all that lingers in my heart is a giant hole. 
You left without a sound, you left no trace and now I'm suppose to move on without your beautiful face. 
I can't heal my heart without you near, I still can't accept two months later that the fact is your no longer here...