Roleplay

The furry and the pain you've planted in my mind

the love and the passion you've nurtured in my heart heightens my longing for you to be within my reach every morning when I toss and turn in bed.

For your hands to be the one I reach for,your fingers curling around mine like a cocoon blossoming our love into a creature of flight, of wisdom, of grace.

If only these things you knew 

if only you knew how much you've been wrapped around my mind like stars occupying the midnight sky flooding my thought with illusions of us being together.

exhausted and overgrown with love beyond compare the God's curse themselves for mindlessly creating a love so strong their godly strength couldn't come close to tearing us apart.

But in the darkest sparse untouched hollows of my mind I know our love is one for imagination, for books written under murderous circumstances and discretion

There are no masked murderers wielding chainsaws this is a different kind of horror story

there are no fairy godmothers granting us our one with this isn't a fairy tale there is no one directing this tale 

Just endless auditions for roles we will never play.