Sad day

Today is a sad day for love is just outside my reach ,  such a heavy  heart to see other people embrace hold hands and I stand in the shadows  looking  at such joy such love , my body aches for the warmth  gentle touch to feel a heart beat against mine ly what a day would be to wake up to a message to a call saying I love you 
to crave such a feeling has become my obsession always thinking in a dark room what could I do better to finally have my  other half , so much sadness in my lonely life tears keep me company always asking what have I done wrong all I want is to have someone to embrace to hear the words of love that will bring joy to my life closing my eyes I imagine what that would feel like and I smile for one day I will experience such things to be lost in my partners eyes  as we embrace 
the moon gives me love in her full beauty giving me hope  giving me inspiration to write about a feeling I know nothing about all I know is my heart craves it one day my sorrow will change and I will smile once more......