Satellite

Recently you've been so incredibly close, yet so far. You've left me occasionally wondering who you really are. Although vacillation is now a regular process of mine, I feel that one day we'll be safe together ; we'll be in love & we'll be fine.  Or maybe, there's a possibility that we could break & that it's our love that we could begin to hate. But won't you and I always both remember the nights we stayed up planing ; Our dreams & our future?Nothing but  love outshines the  brightness of my hope. Now, just like the days , months & the year you were absent from my life my heart reaches out like a radar signal , trying to find you in a satellite. You're the endless galaxy, a uncovered mystery & I'm but an onlooker on the side with my hopeless telescope ; but I know that you're worth a fight. 

My love & forgiveness for you is endless, just as the gleaming universe. Filled with mass planets & shining stars, it's all incredibly diverse. Soon, I hope to lay with you in your car, the seats laid down & warm blankets all around. We'll lay there together, focusing on our love , which by that time will truly have been sent down from heaven above. 

Another year is all it takes , that's all that I must wait. If I let you go now forgetting my love for even a minaute of my  day I'm afraid I'll be too late. I'm afraid you'll close your hearts gate. So holding onto you I'll remain for your love, when mine , is my crutch ; it's my safe haven from pain.