Scrambled

With ADHD...sometimes I worry about losing my memory.
Researchers on Web MD, say LDB is found in adults with late ADD
Which multiplies your chances of Alzheimer's times 3.
Hmmmm. Lately, I can't ever seem to find my keys.
The door is open so, I had to unlock it. 
Checked my purse, the car, and outside in the grass but, I found them in my pocket. 

Everyday, is an adventure when your mind functions like this...
So, many things to remember.
Don't forget your to-do-list.
Check each one off so, that you know that you've finished. 
Diminished, is my mental capacity from worrying about things that doesn't make any sense to me,
Especially, chronologically.

Time is a constant battle, who else can agree?
Or, is it up for debate?
Sometimes, I hurry up just so that I can be late. 
Can't keep focus and distracted by things that get in my way. 
No adderall in my system so, neurotransmitters been skipping around, today.
It's like living in my own shadow on Ground Hog's Day.

My brain reads like an encrypted message and I am trying to crack the code. 
Too much information to process and download.
The aggravation brings frustration until my synaptic gap explodes.
Long term memories reveal nostalgia while yesterday's memories are on hold.
Truth be told, ADHD is my handler.
In control of my brainwaves and I wish they would unscramble them.