Scream

After three days with too much sun, the rain poured today
I was sitting on the floor looking for the pieces of my confidence again.
Firstly, I thought that it's time to forget the bad things and just have fun.
Secondly, I put on the red summer dress that was in the closet for too long.
Thirdly, I smiled and I was dancing without any music around.

"You don't look good in that dress"

I tried to wake up at 5am and drinking more water but it didn't help,
Went for a run more than two times on a week, 
Cleansing my face with weird things from cute little bottles.
Why no one tells us that staying "enough hydrated" isn't equal to feel "enough happiness"?

I told my mom to leave me alone today
It was still raining and the bathroom wasn't clean yet.
I don't like mirrors and I don't like to clean the bathroom but we don't always get what we want, right?
I'm sorry for being such a shame for you, mom...she was the one who said

"You don't look good in that dress"

Just a child who pretends to be an adult
Just a girl with too many doubts and black t-shirts
I threw all the pieces of my confidence away today...

"You don't look good in that dress"