Sealing my fate

It's not what happened 
Or what you done 
That makes my heart bleed
It's not the childhood 
That I want back
You took that with your dirty deed
You deserve nothing
Not even my hate
Cos I'm a survivor 
Thank you for sealing my fate
You made me a victim
Cos I wouldn't answer back
I didn't know any better
You made me run your sordid track
I was a scared little girl
That you made an emotional state
Scared to say anything against you
All I was to you was bait 
I will never be that girl again
Remember that quiet little lass
And I never will allow you 
To put me back on my ass
You gloated way too much
And got away with it way too long
Think about it, the laugh is mine
Cos I refuse to sing your song
Misplaced loyalty that was me
I took everything that you gave
I'm still standing head held high
Now who's the one who's brave?
I'm still standing after everything you did
It's because I'm a Survivor
It's made me who I am today
Stronger and so much more wiser
You deserve nothing
Not even my hate
For the last time I thank you
For sealing my surviving fate