Seeking Forgiveness

Riding the restless grief of my windswept existence- residing  therein.
Too late recognition of angelic choices  yet  unbidden,made to  sail the river Styx towards the gates of Hades.
Remembering with clarity the bombastic nights,endless fury,
where a hurricane ripped our attention from what was within reach….
This pale death..encroaching to petition love, never wavering, 
you welcomed it..your ministrations cherishing and tendering me to find my strength.
I pillaged that innocent trust with no disquiet for the hurt caused or sustained.
I trust in reverie that my sorrowful thoughts find you at peace,
finally,
finally,
inviolate to my  past transgressions  my love.
so now sleep assured, my sweet Muse.