Self Destruct

where do you turn when every bridge has been burned
all I can taste are the ashes
If I'm fake that's tragic
I'm made from fragile fabric
Opposite of fantastic
I deserve every time life let's me have it
if I had a heart I'd fucking stab it
wandering
wondering where's the magic
I'm a mess and shit
I sit cause I can't stand it
My being
Every strand of it
unraveling
I need a judge jury and executioner
It's amusing
with all my knowledge I can't stop abusing myself