Self harm

I've got the razor 
What's done is done 
I can't change my mood 
To make it as bright as the sun 
I've hurt myself 
And now there's scars 
The time that everything will get better 
Is just to far 
Now im not just hurt emotionally 
I'm hurt physically too
But don't worry 
It's not just because of you 
The blood, the pain and the scars 
They will always haunt me 
I always wonder why the pain I'm going through
No one will ever see