Shattered

Sitting here now, I began to wonder........Where did I go wrong?

was I wrong for loving you?

Or was I just wrong for trusting you?

As love takes its toll

My mind has now begins to waver.

Were you kissing me with a lie?

Or just hurting me with the truth?

Hurt and confused,

Scared and mislead,

Tell me love,

Should I be distressed?.....

Was I wrong for letting you in?

Was this all a lie?

As I sit now and think

Forever seems like a sweet lie.

What once was  plausible

Has suddenly become a lie.

Loving you took time

But....

Letting you go?

As the battle between my heart and mind begins to ravel

I suddenly find myself in a  dangerous battlefield.

Praying for sanity,

But shattered with pain.

I needed you to come and save me,

But you were nowhere to be found.

As I take in my surroundings

I am left alone and shattered.

Worst....

Broken into a million pieces

Shattered like a broken glass.

My once knight in shining armor

Has now become my enemy.

Thinking of closing this door,

But the battle rages on.

When all is said and done,

Who will finally win?

My heart?.....My mind?....

With so many things left unsaid,

I've found myself trapped in this place.

As the final curtains close

I am left once again.......

SHATTERERD