Shattered Heart

Want to talk but I don't know what to say 
With each passing moment I continue to pray 
All has been wrong for so many years 
So why do I struggle to hold back the tears 
Been your ball and chain since day one 
There is no measure for the damage done
Never knew I was doing so wrong 
Why didn't you say something for so long 
You grow more distant with each passing day 
I didn't know I was pushing you away 
Are you now, so far gone 
That I can't fix all I've done 
The pain I feel is like nothing before 
A shattered heart aches in my core 
How did all the years end up in this place 
So much anguish I want to erase 
Want so badly to go back in time 
I would let you be you and read all signs 
Tears flow as we can't go back 
But we can start together now on a new track
So take my hand and let's start new
because of this wish deep within 
My love grows strong with you 
by my side
I am lost to this world like a child
with no sight