Poem -

Shut the f**k up

how many times must I hit rock bottom 
claw my way out of black holes 
nights when one drink
                       two 
                      three 
                       four 
not enough-- to silence the fucking voices

slave to the hurt 
addicted to mistakes 
I can take the rage 
bleed it on a page 
give my fists a break
smoke too much drink too much
you're not here, I am not there 
that's why I keep doing this shit
can I stand another test 
can I...

you are in everything I do 
in your absence all I have are voices 
they whisper they echo
Can't 
Drown 
Them
OUT

pour me another
one more fucking drink
that's all it will take 
to drown the noise 
because, you're not here 
I'm not there. 

©Lost

 

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James Curtis Geist

The addict voice giving reason to use to cover pain or annoyance.   Shut the F up -  I have been there many times....lol.  Nice word choices -  I like.

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Lost

Thank you for reading Christopher

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Larry Ran

Hi Lost,

I saw your name pop up on comments to some of my favorite poets, so I went to your site and checked out a few of your poems.  I love their raw edge and authenticity.  I am responding to this one now, and you will see that I do all my comments in poetic form, trying to reach deep into each gifted artists' mind.

Shut up you Mother F'ers
You'll never know the pain
That resulted with her absence
My tears now fall like rain

I drown my sorrow in pure alcohol
At least it alleviates my tears
I'll drink to F'ing oblivion 
For she's no longer here.

Peace and Love,
Larry xxx
 

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Lost

Hi Larry, 
Thank you for taking the time to read. Yes, I have noticed that your replies are in poetic form and this one is a prefect twin of mine. I'll take the time to look at your page as well. 

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