Sick of Waiting

Everyday to enhance my brain 
I'll smoke weed, sniff cocaine 
Have a beer to mask hidden pain 
Higher than treetops, insane 

Different day, same old shit 
Still outside the circle, a misfit 
I'm not tried, made of grit 
In life cowards are those who quit 

Whatever I believe in or think 
Changes moods faster than a blink 
I wish to tip the bad down the sink 
So whats left will match up, interlink 

Sick of just waiting for life to begin 
Want to be comfortable in my own skin 
Hate the compulsion to be better, to win 
The prize we seek must be found within