Sink
I can't allow this to happen again
Losing sight as quick as I blink
Relaxed without a life jacket
Now down to the bottom I sink
I'm really tired of the heartache
I wish the pain inside would shrink
It's a struggle to not go back
And I can't concentrate to think
I want to know how to let it out
I had one way I could release
But being that way was wrong
Ultimately didn't bring me peace
I just don't know how to move on
The movies inside me won't cease
Reminding me what I had good
Only making my grief increase
I try not to come here often
The dark depths I have inside
It's difficult to live down here
Where the demons I have reside
I try hard to conseal it all
From the discomfort I try to hide
But I can't keep up the act now
I need support again by my side
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So much pain in this Shelley...the unresolved and hurting kind...hugs to you 💕
Thank you so much for your comment Marion, hope you are well. Big hugs your way too ❤☀
Shelley we are all so thrilled you returned and are writing again. You were missed greatly. Your words are heart breaking, and I pour out love and strength to you. I know from your work you are a beautiful soul. You will continue to be that, and it will shine and see you through in time. Time is what is needed, and you have us here fighting your corner, routing for you. Love and plentiful of hugs x0x0x0x
Gwen xx
Aww thanks gwendoline, thats very sweet thank you for your uplifting comment. I stopped writing, it was a mistake ☀❤
Stay strong pretty little lady 💙💕❤️
Thank you Jill ❤☀ hanging in there. Hope your well, I look forward to catching up 🙂
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Shelley...hang on in there! There is always bad times and good times. The pain will ease but it can take a long, long time. I am not convinced it ever truly goes away to be perfectly honest but it can get to a point were you have more good days than bad. I really truly hope you will be okay. A broken heart can take a long, long time to heal its cracks. It tends to remain scarred though. Hugs 🤗🤗 x
Thank you Tina for your lovely comment. It's been hard but I'm fighting through it ❤☀ I stopped expressing, which was a mistake. I agree, the scars never truly heal ❤
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