Slamming Into The Rock Wall

My life has been a constant source of chaos since my divorce years ago
Wanting to be loved but my heart is always vanquished down the steps of darkness to and fro
Loving someone should be simple the way God intended it to be
I have slammed against the rock wall with no chance for a happy romance you see
Giving all I had was never enough ,swimming in sorrow has taken its toll on me
Hurting so much my existence is on the brink ,not quite ready to be a clown I think
Pondering all things in the scope of my plight
Will I ever be held and loved to be kissed each night?
Longing to have a fairytale dream seems quite out of reach in my sight
Praying to God as tears are flowing down my cheeks
Hoping to find that love who will always stay and love me
Just wanting someone who really knows the heart of who I want to be
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Cherie thank you for sharing...there will be someone special for you..the best always comes when we wait! and sometimes from an unexpected place! xo hugs!
Hey Rock, what do they say things just seem to kick you when your down. In spite because of who you are you will find that person, your a fighter and don't seem to give up on true love. I believe the biggest problem with love is the expectations of it that we hold so highly when we all need to be open to every possibility. Wish you the best bro.
P.S. open and expressive writes such as this one is some of the best things for you. Keep writing them and eventually the heart will heal.
Hi Rock... Sad write,i think in life sometimes we are tested in love until
the right one comes along,Some people are lucky to find
the right one at first go some are not.,I think although it takes time
to get over being hurt in love, it finds you again when you least expect it,
everybody wants to be loved and give love Its just a matter of the right
one coming along I relate to this open write.. Best wishes Debs
Hey debs I think alot of people have been stung by the love bug which did not stay permanent . I do believe I have a soul mate waiting for me in God's time I will find her . Just tired of getting hurt just want to be loved for me is that too much to ask ? I hope not . Hugs to you rock