Sleeping in the fire

In words, written in quiet haste 
Lay the secrets of my soul 
The very question of what if
The very question of how
The very question of why
Brings me to silence 

I am confused so I hide 
I keep a mist around me 
I put up borders and walls
Because I'm falling apart 
I'm falling into a chasm
Of self denial 

I'm falling 
Into an abyss of a dream 
Whose loving arms
I wish never to be taken from
So let me sleep 

Lull me into fire and fury 
A warmth of which I've never known
A fire in my very soul
Let me sleep and become dream

Envelope me into the night
So I may reach the stars 
And hang from the moon
Watching the fireworks 
Escaping from my heart.  
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