Sleepless Night

On a Sleepless Night 
Twisting  and Turning 
I lay on my bed 
Trying  to  Sleep
Though  am tucked in blankets 
It's  Still cold 
Is it that cold outside?! 
Or
Do i feel Cold? 
Thoughts  engulfed Me
Moonlight sneaked inside my Room
I turned left 
To Welcome  my  Guest
The  Moonlight 
The only Other thing in my  room 
I look at the Empty Space next to me 
Thoughts about  that Someone  flashes through my head 
Someone whom I Never met 
My lover
I do have people who love me 
I do love them too
But
I don't have that Man
Who can love me as his Woman
I want to get lost in his warmth
A warmth which  can replace this coldness 
I don't have  a Dear one 
Who can embrace Me as his Dear one 
Where Can i Find HIM? 
A question which  i can't ask out loud 
Lingered inside My  head 
People may think am desperate 
May be  I AM
Desperate to taste LOVE 
Am like a Lone Swan 
Who is waiting  for Her love 
I look at the ceiling 
Beyond the ceiling 
There is a Huge Sky 
Moon is all alone there with Millions of Stars around her 
Does she  feel lonely  
Just  like Me? 
May be  she is.... 
Oh My Poor Moon
Just like  me 
Are you Hesitant to look out for your Love?! 
I chuckled at the Misery 
Of Our lives 
Aren't we Similar?! 
I can Accompany you
My  dear  Moon
But
Sorry, I can't promise you the word 
FOREVER 
I Got to find HIM 
He  must be  Under you 
Under those  twinkling stars 
Looking Out For ME 
Waiting  for Me 
Just like  ME
Someday either one of us will find the other
Until then I will stay with you  
Pursue my journey 
By MYSELF
I guess Moon gave me a Warm Smile 
Because  
That was the last image i stored  
Before closing  my  eyes to Sleep