Smart Kid At Schools Epiphany
She was sat opposite, cross legged nothing provocative, but I made it my prerogative to make this girl more self-confident. I need to be more competent, especially as dominance and confidence are predominant then just a few compliments.
But it’s not within my consciousness to confidently batter a girls spotlessness, especially as societies over-anxiety teaches boys nothing about being monogamous.Â
So I don’t have the confidence to be this hybrid like an indominus, to treat a girl but not be mocked by the populace, for showing one ounce of thoughtfulness.Â
So what is that school really taught us? was it Pythagoras? or a hidden curriculum to concuss us, so we walk and talk like good citizens. It was her innocence, that resonated with me more than this sibilance, see some saw her as a militant weirdo flicking through her syllabus, but I backed out like a guy with with no impetus. See I saw her as a blank canvas a way to step away from this hypocritical madness, all life requires is practice not the regurgitation of information or an imitation of your parents inclinations it’s a trap towards nothing but sadness. Why cringe when you say you wanna be lovers, society rewards the walk to the door when you get what you wanted. It’s as if a self-conscious is a weekness, as every weekend the briefness of feelings would kill any person seeking that true someone to be with.Â
So I’m here trying to grow up faster, as girls like guys with money and cars that drive the fastest, I miss flicking through our planners seeing scribbles with no manners, next to geography was a cock she drew the size of thors hammer. I’m allergic to this so called swagger, these guys talk with no grammar but still get what they want with no bother, I would give my last dollar to just have you look at me like you’re bothered.Â
Sorry, you wanna be with him now? The tall guy who ignores your texts who you think is endowed? Shit, I guess love isn’t all where for art thous but just a series of ploughs before settling with someone who only loves themselves.
 Fuck.Â
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Wow, this is amazing. I'm a freshman (supposed to be a sophomore) and I'm homeschooled now because of how schools are. They teach you to blend in even though they tell you to stand out. If you do what they say and stand out, you'll get ridiculed and made fun of to the point you want to fit back in, but thats impossible since you already stood out. Girls want to show off more than they have so guys like them and like the guys who won't treat them right. I'm a girl myself and I think that is absolutely preposterous that this is the way he world is today. The new mentality is "Give me respect but I won't give you any" and everyone thinks that so now one is respecting anyone yet they all want respect. It's hard to live in a society like this. This is why I'm so terrified of my future. I used to be that innocent girl (Kinda still am thankfully) but I'm also very social. If I wasn't so social I probably wouldn't gotten picked on for being so innocent. I didn't doodle vulgar things in my notes,I didn't get most of the jokes that others said, I didn't like talking about Inappropriate things and such, and I had a hard time making friends because I didn't want to hang out with those kind of people. I can absolutely relate to this write from a girls perspective and appreciate someone writing this. Thank you and have a wonderful day.
Ps, Sorry for such a long comment.Â
Hello,Â
This is has made my day that you understand the message so clearly. School and Society teach us what to do, but reality teaches another. I wish you all the best!Â
Liam
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