sorry?

Now I know how you feel.
You just gonna roll those mesmerizing eyes again.
Clear your throat for the yelling yet to come.
Those thoughts of the evil words you might say.
But then you cover them with…
I love you.
I’m sorry for starting this argument again.
For caring so much about you it hurts.
That I’m lying in pain
But I’m still thinking about your problems.  
I’m sorry I'm wasting your precious time,
but before you left me that time wasn't mine either.
So I guess I’m always wasting your time.
I’m sorry my imperfections were too much for you.
That my past scares you as much as it scares me.
Made you unable to love me like I can't love myself.
I'm sorry you're too scared to love me cause you're afraid
Of yourself.
Afraid you're going to become someone you hate.
Even if you already know you're exactly alike.
This happened because you tried so hard pushing
me away,
Blaming me, When it was you.
Yet I’m sorry.
All those mornings I went to see you.
I'm sorry for always being there for you.
I’m sorry when you hurt me I  hurt myself.
When you told me not to.
I said….
“I'm only treating myself how you treated me”.