Poem - 03 November 2018, 20:15

Sorry

Loniless is my greatest fear
Has well as lossing loved ones dear,
Time goes by things get said
Thoughts of words roll in my head.

But never did I ever think
That my closest sister would ever sink
So low as use her children I love a lot
Talking such utter rot.

After going through so much
losing our dad and not long after
that she would decide not to be in touch,
Even though I needed support
Not once did I get what I thought
Sisters so close then marries my friend,
I now see the change at her end
Acting stuck up like I'm beneath her
I was ok when she needed a sitter

But when I thought I'd lose my partner
After admitted to hospital, the disaster
Of serious illness I needed a call
Just to ask if I was coping at all
So for two years now we do not speak
How does she sleep at night
Because I know I'm in the right.
I apologized for my harsh tongue
Yet she has told her 8 year old son
To ignore me it upset me a lot
This I won't forgive to use her children
The kids I looked after since birth
So to you Mandy I do love you a lot
But it seems we won't be close again
So I wrote down these words with a pen,
To let you maybe read one day
And for you to one day say .....
I'm sorry too.!!!!