Sorry

To the girl last-night
You aren’t my one and only
But you are my last 
Lately I have been lonely 
Victim of a breakup 
So thank you, for the fun 
I really enjoyed you 
But now I must move on 
I’m to mature for this 
I truly know what it is I want 
I can’t keep doing this 
You don’t deserve to be led on 
Commitment scares me 
My insecurities have deep roots 
It’s nothing you did 
It’s all my fault and not yours 
My brain plays mind games 
So when we met at the bar 
The alcohol helped 
To drown the pain 
So who you met last-night 
Isn’t who I really am 
But rather a drunk love version 
Now don’t get me wrong 
I feel we both had fun 
and enjoyed ourselves 
But I can’t keep doing this to 
MYSELF 
So I felt you deserved an 
EXPLANATION 
Before I 
SHUT-DOWN 
turn off