Spent

All my energy

Manifesting an enemy

Will I gain satisfaction 

From this frivolous distraction 

I don't hate you

What have you done

Love like hate 

Creates two not one

I noticed anger is an energy drain

I catch a smile 

Energy gain

Hate is easy form of protection

Love is brutal 

Fearing rejection 

To love for a minute is more precious than gold

Getting angry, Upset and stressed 

Takes it's toll

let me love save my soul