Stars Over the North Shore

Late into the night I walk deserted beaches of the north shore. 
I am guided only by the stars, 
And followed by the pale blue moon. 
I walk letting the incoming tide submerge my feet. 
Then I stand and listen to the waves hit against the dock. 
Slowly letting myself drift away into thought. 
I wonder how so many horrible things, 
Can happen is so little time. 
Once I had everything, 
The next everything was snatched and carried away right before my eyes 
Honestly I don't care anymore. 
I'm used to having my heart broken and crushed, 
I don't know what hurts more, 
The fact of knowing that I am heartbroken, 
Or knowing its only a matter a time before it happens again