Still growing

I say I'm in control of me
That I am who I want to be
I haven't yet harnessed the power
I'm still a fragile budding flower

I'm trying really hard to fight
Against habits that darken my light
I know the end is finally in sight
My future's never been so bright

I am growing because of you 
Never has something felt so true
Becoming one soul instead of two
Fed by your love my strength grew

I may still make stupid mistakes
I won't stop no matter what it takes
I will stop how much I drain
From you when I am in pain
I know it drives you insane
Thinking I'm back on the wrong lane
Growing hurts, you feel the strain
But I am taking control of my brain
I won't let myself be weak again