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Wake up
If that's what this is.
Feeling groggy, ash mouth, vomit in my hair.
Roll over, bed is wet.
Feel the damp on my bare skin.
Wait
This isn't right
Think back to last night.
What was his name?
Roy, I think.
Vodka shots washed down with beer
Eyes have shut, my head isn't clear.
How the fuck did I even get here?
Can't move, can't see
All I wanna do is leave.
His arms around me
Breath hot on my neck
Not this again.
Help me in the door, let me go to sleep.
You, get on the couch and please don't touch me.
Mind flicks back to now.
Why am I naked and why does it hurt,
Think the worst.
Check my phone,
"Thanks for last night, I couldn't resist."
(Resist what? I thought we just kissed.)
"You were lying there asleep looking so sweet,
I just had to have you, I took you so deep."
Hand over my mouth, gonna get sick.
How could he do this? The little prick.
Total disbelief, gotta make sure.
"Did you rape me last night?"
"Sure did, you little whore."
Get in the shower and vomit once more.
How have I not learned from before?
Brush my teeth, get back into bed.
Get this demon out of my head.
Nothing I can do, the damage is done.
Reminded again, I am a worthless piece of skum.
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Hi Katie Clarke, I really related to this write........I think a lot of people can, actually.........your timing and meter is flawless, haven't read you before(my loss)........WELCOME TO COSMO!!(I'm assuming you're new here)................your imagery is perfect here...........throwing up in the shower really sealed the deal for me .............great write, great read.!..........well done Miss Clarke!!............look forward to more in the future................smiles..............t xx
Hi Tony
Thanks so much that is such a nice thing to hear. I am new here... I used to write poetry/spoken word alot but stopped for many years and have just started again and found this great site. I must go and have a read of some of your work now.
Thanks again!! Hugs xx
Dear Poetess Katie Clarke
Your depiction of the theme is excellent, My applause, My vote, The ending of the poem, the damage etc, well sketched, I like the below lines. Expecting more and more powerful themes from your new pen, welcome on board.
Regards & Love
WILLIAMSJI MAVELI
Welcome Katie! This poem really got to me...I wrote a story about my experience with this type of situation called Rape a few days ago. I can definitely relate to this poem!
Val <3
If this was real then I know exacally how you feel.