strength

Lost and confused nowhere to run

starting a new life here its begun,

going no were lost in the mind

empty completely black not unconfined,

trying to make sense of the pieces

as i go day by day the images keep increasing,

trying to let go and start from scratch

but it feels like i'm fighting my demons i need an escape hatch,

reminiscing of the trauma

nightmares that creep

keep me awake at night as i fall fast asleep,

watching my eyes as i gaze at the mirror

i cant seem to think its not much clearer

facing the truth of all reality

knowing he's gone deep in mortality

recovering takes time

and i'm almost their only think positive

i hope you take care

thank you for reading a little of my life

i'm stronger then ever thanks to my wife.

Dedicated to my twin sister and I.For people who have went through tough or past traumatic experiences.Have hope ,it takes time but you will grow from it and help others. By Monica Fontanez copyright