Struggle to be me

I look into the mirror
I hate what i see
I wish i was beautiful
I wish i wasnt me

I hate my nose, my freckles and my eyes
My small chest, my stomach and my thighs

Health is the problem
Unable to gain weight
Weighing only 7 stone 2
The worry is too great

People dont get me
They think i'm wild and free
The truth to share is
I struggle to be me

I have what i want
I have what i need
The only thing i'm missing
Is my health indeed

One day i will win
I will grow and be me
But as for now its sad to say
My health wont set me free