Stuck

~~STUCK
I don’t know what to think
My heart is trying hard to understand
I see what I want but I just don’t know how to  let go
Ive been in this same place maybe that’s why it feels safe
I know if I just hang in maybe it will get better
Im so confused and our flame is slowly burning out
I know I care for you but is that still enough
I wont be a vitcum of my self again
I keep telling myself that but Im doing nothing to make sure of it
I feel alone and all I can see are our memories replaying
I see your smile
But what about mine I know that its gone
I don’t wanna start over but
I don’t wanna be in this either
I never thought I’d ever write this about us
But somewhere along the way we’re fading away
You said it yourself maybe were better as friends
I don’t wanna hurt you that was never my plan
But its time for me to be me and find myself again
I know all the tears I cried weren’t wasted but
All my smiles I used to smile shouldn’t have been erased
I gave you everything along with my heart
And you can keep it just help me
IM STUCK

By: Barbara Ramos