"Stuck on Stupid, Stuck on Me"

Screaming, crying, all of these childish fears

All over these emotions, fucking raining tears

Scared to know that I have become powerless

Over something so close to me, none-the-less

The feeligns involved, this emotional ride

Loops and spins, but it just so happened I died

My call came in to be a better man now

If I go back, what's to say it will be the same way how

They revived me, brought me back to life

Fuck you addiction, you've stabbed me enough with your knife

Crushing me and beating me down through these years

Trying to do this detox shit, cold turkey, rehab nears

Kept checking in, was begging to get a bed,

Please, tell me how long, please, this disease has lead

Me to fall apart, crumble to pieces, time and time through

Stuck on "stupid", stuck on me I believed

Should have looked inside, instead I disceived

Continuing forward, Recovery is underway

All these people should be grateful to endure another day

I always said, "that overdose will never be me"

Untill one day God showed me and said, "now you see?"!