Suicide

Suicide
a term
At the tip of my tongue
As that last breath
Flees from your lungs
You are 
The master of your fate
And I suppose you decided
That death couldn't wait
So many ways
How do you choose
Have you decided
Whether you win or lose
Suicide
A joke
That gets no laughs
Because its all fun and games
Until you realize there's no turning back
Is it reason and logic
Completely thought through
Is there any way to stop it
Or is it all emotion
Lost in your feelings
Your tears an ocean
Suicide 
At the back of your mind
I don't won't to go that far
But I don't feel like the choice is completely mine