Surviving

Deep down she knows she can't cope
She debates weather she should tie herself to a rope 
Or she should just continue with life and mope. 
Everyone else has seemed to lost hope. 

I just feel full of numbness 
Confused of the meaning of happiness 
But very aware of the term sadness 
This is madness 

She looks out her window watching the sun rise 
Crying about having to put on a disguise 
She once was very wise 
Now she closes her eyes 
There is a bright sun light 
However she whispers 
Goodnight. 

This is the end of her life 
However this wasn't taken with a knife 
Gun, or involved in an accident 

She killed her self 

She lost to her mental health 
She did this to herself because nobody cared 
And she was very scared 
She felt she couldn't do it anymore 
She was so very sore 
 Actually sadlyThis is a metaphor  
Terns out she's still here 
Still wishing she could just disappear 
This girl lives a life of fear 
She wished her death was near 
As she looks  up at the stars 
She thinks about how she can hide her scars
Then looks up at the moon 
She knows she'll be up there soon.